DaY 1 AmiN rifQi @ NurSErY AnnaJaH

MaCaM seLaLu kaLaU iBu AmiN x KejE AtAu KeJe PetAng sUrE susAh nAk kejuT aMiN RiFqI bAngUn paGi...

"naK TiDo LaGi La, ibU.." (KaLaUlA AmIn PaNdaI beRcaKaP dA)

WaLau PoN hArI nI SeBenArnyE AkU CuTI,

TaPi AkU pLaN nAk HanTar amiN Ke NuRseRy..

Ye La..Mne TaU aMin nAngIs KE....

LeH AKu JengUK Die Ke..

ALmAkLumLa..harI perTAmA AmiN kaT nUrsErY...

Tpi nAsiB bAik PaGI nI aku KeJut amin BaNGUn TiDo X La DiE MerAgAm Mcam 2-3 HaRi ni..

EloK je AjAk mAnDi poN x NanGiS...

PaKaI bAjU poN die dOk diAm Je...

TpI JaM dAh PukUL 11.30pgi...

apE dAaa AnAk IbU ni..OrG len PegI nuRsErY aWaL PepAgi,

tpi anaK iBu pgE dAh nAK TghHaRi daH ..

~AmiN on ThE wAy Ke NurSErY~

SaMpaI nurSerY, bILe CikGu diE naK AmIk aMin dR akU diE truS nangEs..

TpI cikGu die X pEduliKan dIe nanGes..trus je dukUnG aMin..

Aku Pon KentaLkaN hATi Aku terUs mAsUk kereTa..

CalL Mr HusBanD....

"AmIn nAngEs..SaYanG yg sebAk..."

"Xpe La, BiaR amiN dULu.."puJUk Mr HusBanD..

AiR matE aKu MeLeleH gAk...

NaNtI petAng IbU AmiK aMIn yE....

AmiN jgN nAKaL mAin ngAn KaWan2..

KeMbAnG KeMpiSnye AkU!!

KaLau SapE Yg TgK AKu Dr zaMaN aNak dARE SaMpaILa daH bEraNaK 1 ni ,

MesTi Tau Mcm MnE pErKemBanGan baDaN Aku..

keJaP kEmBanG keJap kempeS..Tp Yg KembAng MesTiLa Lgi Lame Dr KeMpes..(toiNG..ToinG!)

KaLaU nAk Tau.

ZaMan AkU BelAjAr KaT UkM DuLu BerAt AkU Ade La SeKItAR 47-49kg...

SedaNg2 Ok leR...TimE Tu SeNaNg jE NaK Cr BaJu..

KeBanyAKaN BAjU AkU saIZ S..

SeBaBkAn AkU yAng AgAk RendAnG Ni, AkU KaLaU beLi JeaNs SiaP BoLeH bELi SaIz BuDaK lAgi..

BukTinyE Aku PaKAI jeANs BraNd DisNeY...

EsPrIt KidS..

PasTu FevERet BrAnD Aku JeANs KiKILaLA SaIz BudaK 14 TaHUn...

hahaha..

TimE tU Mr HusBanD SiAp ckP " NantI PaS KawEn SenAng, ShoppIng bJu AnAk ShoPpiNg bAjU mAk SekALi"

BeGiTu JimAt MaSe seKaLi!

PasTu MaSE AkU KeJe UMSC BadAn Aku SemAkiN bERkembAng SaMpAi BeraT bAdaN Aku 53Kg..huargh!!! naMpaK BahAgIa BekErjA dI UmSC ...

X LaMe LpS Tu AkU meNGambIL KepUtuSAN nAK KuruS balIk..

SeBaB APe???

SeBaB AkU daH kEne PinAnG Le...HikHiKhIk...

X Mo kAwen NaNti nSAmPak DoMOK!!!

MaKenYE Aku BerusAhA,

aKu AmiK NatASyA SlimminG set..

NaK tAu kEsaN nYE???

Fuhhh!!! MemAng bErkeSAn ..

X sAMPaI 2 MinGGu bErat Aku tuRUn sAmpAi 46 Kg...

~ terNyATa NaMpAK kUruS~

~LeBiH kurAng 2 MinggU B4 KawEn~

HaPpy mmg HaPPy tP Aku kEnE berhenTi amik nAtasYa sbb AkU kuRus tP aKu menGaLAmi TachYcArdiA ( heart rate laju x seperti normal)

tHeN aku mAnTaIn ngAn BeraT tU sampAi Le laGi SeMinggu aku Nak KawEn...

kenaPe SAmpAi laGi SemiNGgu NaK KaWen JE???

OEh KerAne aku TeLaH cuTI awAL 2MingGU BefoRE taRikH kAwen

Aku BaLik ruMaH mAk AyaH aKu kAt bAntING Untuk persEdiaaN kAweN..

HaH! tIMe tU le BeraT aKU nAik 2 KG.....

MaK mAsAk PunYe pAsAL LEr...

PercAyE aTau X, Aku sIaP kene RefitTinG bAju KawEn..

MaK aNdaM aKu SiaP TanYE aKu "NgKO dAh gEmoK kE sHimA???"

Mr HusBAnD PuLaK tImE Tu SiAP gELaKkaN AkU LaGi..

PadAhaL Aku daH tENsiON dAH ! Die BoLeH bAntAi GELaK PuLaK..

MaKanYE, Aku BerSanDinG dengAn BerAt badAn AkU 48kg....

~poSe Dr PanDaNgaN TePi BerSAma Mr HusbAnd & EnCIk CamerA~

LepAs 3 buLaN kAweN bEraT bAdaN aKu nAIk saMpaI 53KG..

MeniTi HarI 2 BaHGiA bErsAmA Mr HUsbANd La KatEkAN...

Mr HUsBanD kTe aPe BiLe Aku merUngUt dAh kEnE beLi BaJu Saiz M??

" beLiLa BajU SaIz M=MuaT..JgN bELi S = SeMpit..haHaHa.."

6 BuLaN kaWen, AkU MengaNduNGKan AMin RifQi...

SebaBKan Loya NGan muNtaH2 YanG aKu AlaMI AwaL 2 preggY, Xde La BerAt baDaN aKU nAik mendAdak..EvEn AkU bolEh paKaI uniforM kJe sAmpAi 5 buLan..

6 BulAn PreGgY BaRu Aku tUkAr uniForm mengaNdung ItupON sBb bOs aKu teGuR aKu

"WaH ShimA, StilL caN weAr olD UniFoRM ??"

Tp, MasUK 7 BuLaN, PerUT aKu MemBesaR secAre MendAdaK...

~KeLakaR Ke ShaPe ORg preGGy ni??~

8 BuLaN lebiH AbiS perUT ngAN kAki aKu keluAr StreCH mArk..

SaMPaILe BiLe aKu nAk bersALin bERat AkU menCapAi 65 KG..

DomOk kA??

YG bengaNg nYe BiLe proFessOr FeVerET Aku kAt tEmpAt kejE Siap tnyE

" HusBaNd kO X GelAk Ke Tgk ShAPe BdAn KO SeKarANg? KELakaRLa.."

PadAhaL SebELum ni kalaU jUmpE akU MeSti PanGGil Aku "DaRLing"..

ChEH!

~PreGgY 8 bUlaN..~

CerIte Pas bErsALinKan AmiN riFqi PuLaK, BerAt aKu TuruN saMpAi 55kG (MesTilA tuRun, kALaU nAIk MengAndung lG Le..)

BruSaHa GaK aKu nAk kUruS sbB aKu nAk bEraT SeBeLum KAwEn....

BerJayE aTaU taK?????

SekArAnG UmuR AmiN RiFqI 17 buLaN bArU aKu MeUrunKaN bEraT baDan saMpaI 50.9Kg..

Nak TaU SbB ApE??

H.E.R.B.A.L.I.F.E

CuKUP kE???

Mne CUkuP!!!

MesTi mAu TurUn Lagi.....

Tp AKU DaH mULe SeNaNG hAti SikIT sBb RaMaI oRg DaH muLe TeguR aKu kuRUS SIkiT..

SikITLa.....

BaJu SbLm KaWEn Pon AdE YaNg aKu dah bOleH pAkaI baLik...

UniFoRm keJe Pon daH bOLeh PakAi YaNg KecIk sikit...

PaS ni aiM aKu BerAt 48kG puLaK...

SiLeLaH bErusaHa Ye, Ibu Amin!!!

~DgN BerAT badAn SkRg..PerLu lGi kAN?? SeBaB SyE PendEk!!~

berDuA LaGi...

Huhuhuhu....

MaLaM nI DokLa bErDuA NgaN AmIn RiFQi LaGi..

SebAbnYE????

Mr HUsBanD Ke GurUn LaGi...

TpI nAsib bAiKlA x LaMe ...

CumE sAtu MaLaM jE...

MaNe LeH gI LelaMe...

LusE kAn Nak RyE cInE..

CeH! MaCaM La NaK Rye JugAk..

MaLaM LuSe NgaN TulAt PuLaK GiLirAn MR HusBAnD doK berDuA nGaN

AmiN RifQi..

SebAbnYE???

IbU AmiN riFqI KeJe MaLaM.....

AnD tHen ThiS WEekEnD PulAk KitE akaN Ke A FaMoSa WatEr PaRK..

AdE Hj ISmAIL's FaMilY Day!!!

YaBeDa BedOOOoOOOooo!!!!!

MoRe thaN " I LOVE U" ~ dedicated to Mr Husband~

• I adore you.
• I am infatuated with you.
• I appreciate you.
• I can't live without you.
• I can't stop thinking about you when we're apart.
• I cherish you.
• I dream of you.
• I live for our love.
• I love being around you.
• I need you by my side.
• I need you.
• I respect you.
• I value you.
• I want a lifetime with you.
• I want you.
• I worship you.
  • I'm a better person because of you.
  • I'm blessed to have you in my life.
  • I'm devoted to you.
  • I'm fond of you.
  • I'm lost without you.
  • I'm nothing without you.
  • I'm passionate about you.
  • I'm thankful for you.
  • I'm yours.
  • Me and you. Always.
  • My love is unconditional.
  • Our love is invaluable.
  • Take me, I'm yours.
  • The thought of you brings a smile to my face.
  • Together, forever.
  • We were meant to be together.
• • You are like a candle burning bright.
  • You are my crush.
  • You are my dear.
  • You are my everything.
  • You are my heart's desire.
  • You are my life.
  • You are my one and only.
  • You are my one true love.
  • You are my reason for living.
  • You are my strength.
  • You are my sunshine.
  • You are my treasure.
  • You are my world.
  • You are precious.
  • You are the light of my life.
  • You are the reason I'm alive.
  • You bring happiness to rainy days.
  • You bring joy to my life.
  • You cast a spell on me that can't be broken.
  • You complete me.
  • You drive me wild.
  • You fill me with desire.
  • You fill my heart.
  • You give me wings to fly.
  • You had me from hello.
  • You hold the key to my heart.
  • You inspire me.
  • You intoxicate me.
  • You lift me up to touch the sky.
  • You light my flame.
  • You light up my life.
  • You make me hot.
  • You make my heart skip a beat.
  • You make my world a better place.
  • • You motivate me.
    • You rock my world.
    • You seduce me.
    • You set my heart on fire.
    • You simply amaze me.
    • You stole my heart.
    • You sweeten my sour days.
    • You turn my world upside down.
    • You turn the darkness into light.
    • You're a dream come true.
    • You're a gem.
    • You're a twinkle in my eye.
    • You're absolutely wonderful.
    • You're all I want.
    • You're as beautiful as a sunset.
    • You're beautiful.
    • You're charming.
    • You're enchanting.
    • You're heavenly.
    • You're my angel.
    • You're my perfect match.
    • You're one in a million.
    • • You're priceless.
      • You're sexy.
      • You're the apple of my eye.
      • You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
      • You're the best.
      • You're the diamond in the rough.
      • You're the one for me.
      • You're the one I've always wished for.

what i really need at this moment??

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p/s: senyum kucing x pe, jgn senyum kambing..burok!

~it was a morning~

It was a morning,

Not a fine morning,

With some words...

Argument....

But it was still a morning.

It was a morning,

Some words...

They hurting you..

Also me..

It was a hurting morning..

It was a morning ,

Doubt inside me..

Pain to you..

I'm not mean it..

It was a painful morning..

It was a morning,

We hurt each other..

Just hurting us..

What a morning should be..

But it was still a morning..

Night will come..

Not like the morning..

Not like WE in the morning..

I wish ...

The night will not be the morning...

Coz i hate morning without you..

Sorry for breaking ur heart..

Like MINE, it's breaking into pieces..

Pieces of me..

With you, I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

I am moody, messy

I get restless, and it's senseless

When I'm angry, you listen

And you wont stop 'til I'm there

Sometimes I fall so fast

Well, I hit that bottom

Crash, you're all I have

How do you know everything I'm about to say?

Am I that obvious?

And if it's written on my face..

On a Monday, I am waiting

And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...

So I can breathe

Am i dreaming???

Am i dreaming??

I want a happy family...

Am i dreaming??

I want to be a better woman with a better life...

Am i dreaming??

I want to have 'Things' that i really want to have ..

Am i dreaming??

I want a peaceful life with happy people around me..

Am i dreaming??

I don't want to be such a useless person to people i love..

Am i dreaming??

I don't want be a burden to other people..

Am i dreaming??

I want to have Xtra money so that i can buy anything that i want without mess other people..

Am i dreaming??

I want a Blessful life ..

Am i dreaming??

I don't mean to hurt people i really love ..

Am i dreaming??

I just want to be ME..