what i'm supposed to do???

As i was mention before that i'm supposed to do my midwifery course by this January but not to say that no luck for me ..

i would like to say that it's not for this time..

InsyaAllah rezeki ade next time..

YG penting i'm not supposed to give up....

This is not only for my future in career also i believed for My Family also..

Thanks to MR Husband for the support..

Walaupon when i told him that i'm not doing the course he said..

"boleh la pregnant lagi.."

Hahahaha.....

Waitla dear...

Give Amin Rifqi more time...

He still need our 100% attention..

So, i need to plan for this year...and what i'm supposed to do???

---> focus to work ( alahai, terdetik gak kat hati ni boring keje..don't la..baru nak masuk 5 tahun ..n still need to get more experience)

---> earn more for my family..but actually i don't want to depend on Xtra money..and the fact is i need saving..murahkan rezeki ku ya Allah..

---> get prepare for midwifery course next JUly intake..( hopefully dapat coz it's going to be my 3rd application)

---> continue BF journey for Amin rifQi till August 2011..

---> More??? i'll think later...i need rest coz amin having fever rite now...