MoRe thaN " I LOVE U" ~ dedicated to Mr Husband~

• I adore you.
• I am infatuated with you.
• I appreciate you.
• I can't live without you.
• I can't stop thinking about you when we're apart.
• I cherish you.
• I dream of you.
• I live for our love.
• I love being around you.
• I need you by my side.
• I need you.
• I respect you.
• I value you.
• I want a lifetime with you.
• I want you.
• I worship you.
  • I'm a better person because of you.
  • I'm blessed to have you in my life.
  • I'm devoted to you.
  • I'm fond of you.
  • I'm lost without you.
  • I'm nothing without you.
  • I'm passionate about you.
  • I'm thankful for you.
  • I'm yours.
  • Me and you. Always.
  • My love is unconditional.
  • Our love is invaluable.
  • Take me, I'm yours.
  • The thought of you brings a smile to my face.
  • Together, forever.
  • We were meant to be together.
• • You are like a candle burning bright.
  • You are my crush.
  • You are my dear.
  • You are my everything.
  • You are my heart's desire.
  • You are my life.
  • You are my one and only.
  • You are my one true love.
  • You are my reason for living.
  • You are my strength.
  • You are my sunshine.
  • You are my treasure.
  • You are my world.
  • You are precious.
  • You are the light of my life.
  • You are the reason I'm alive.
  • You bring happiness to rainy days.
  • You bring joy to my life.
  • You cast a spell on me that can't be broken.
  • You complete me.
  • You drive me wild.
  • You fill me with desire.
  • You fill my heart.
  • You give me wings to fly.
  • You had me from hello.
  • You hold the key to my heart.
  • You inspire me.
  • You intoxicate me.
  • You lift me up to touch the sky.
  • You light my flame.
  • You light up my life.
  • You make me hot.
  • You make my heart skip a beat.
  • You make my world a better place.
  • • You motivate me.
    • You rock my world.
    • You seduce me.
    • You set my heart on fire.
    • You simply amaze me.
    • You stole my heart.
    • You sweeten my sour days.
    • You turn my world upside down.
    • You turn the darkness into light.
    • You're a dream come true.
    • You're a gem.
    • You're a twinkle in my eye.
    • You're absolutely wonderful.
    • You're all I want.
    • You're as beautiful as a sunset.
    • You're beautiful.
    • You're charming.
    • You're enchanting.
    • You're heavenly.
    • You're my angel.
    • You're my perfect match.
    • You're one in a million.
    • • You're priceless.
      • You're sexy.
      • You're the apple of my eye.
      • You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
      • You're the best.
      • You're the diamond in the rough.
      • You're the one for me.
      • You're the one I've always wished for.

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p/s: senyum kucing x pe, jgn senyum kambing..burok!

~it was a morning~

It was a morning,

Not a fine morning,

With some words...

Argument....

But it was still a morning.

It was a morning,

Some words...

They hurting you..

Also me..

It was a hurting morning..

It was a morning ,

Doubt inside me..

Pain to you..

I'm not mean it..

It was a painful morning..

It was a morning,

We hurt each other..

Just hurting us..

What a morning should be..

But it was still a morning..

Night will come..

Not like the morning..

Not like WE in the morning..

I wish ...

The night will not be the morning...

Coz i hate morning without you..

Sorry for breaking ur heart..

Like MINE, it's breaking into pieces..

Pieces of me..

With you, I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real

I like the way that feels

It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself

I love how you can tell

I am moody, messy

I get restless, and it's senseless

When I'm angry, you listen

And you wont stop 'til I'm there

Sometimes I fall so fast

Well, I hit that bottom

Crash, you're all I have

How do you know everything I'm about to say?

Am I that obvious?

And if it's written on my face..

On a Monday, I am waiting

And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...

So I can breathe

Am i dreaming???

Am i dreaming??

I want a happy family...

Am i dreaming??

I want to be a better woman with a better life...

Am i dreaming??

I want to have 'Things' that i really want to have ..

Am i dreaming??

I want a peaceful life with happy people around me..

Am i dreaming??

I don't want to be such a useless person to people i love..

Am i dreaming??

I don't want be a burden to other people..

Am i dreaming??

I want to have Xtra money so that i can buy anything that i want without mess other people..

Am i dreaming??

I want a Blessful life ..

Am i dreaming??

I don't mean to hurt people i really love ..

Am i dreaming??

I just want to be ME..

what i'm supposed to do???

As i was mention before that i'm supposed to do my midwifery course by this January but not to say that no luck for me ..

i would like to say that it's not for this time..

InsyaAllah rezeki ade next time..

YG penting i'm not supposed to give up....

This is not only for my future in career also i believed for My Family also..

Thanks to MR Husband for the support..

Walaupon when i told him that i'm not doing the course he said..

"boleh la pregnant lagi.."

Hahahaha.....

Waitla dear...

Give Amin Rifqi more time...

He still need our 100% attention..

So, i need to plan for this year...and what i'm supposed to do???

---> focus to work ( alahai, terdetik gak kat hati ni boring keje..don't la..baru nak masuk 5 tahun ..n still need to get more experience)

---> earn more for my family..but actually i don't want to depend on Xtra money..and the fact is i need saving..murahkan rezeki ku ya Allah..

---> get prepare for midwifery course next JUly intake..( hopefully dapat coz it's going to be my 3rd application)

---> continue BF journey for Amin rifQi till August 2011..

---> More??? i'll think later...i need rest coz amin having fever rite now...

CaRa2 AmiN riFQi maKaN

Berikut adalah cara2 Amin RiFqI makan cereal di pagi hari:

1) PAKAI SUDU YG IBU BAGI...

2) GUNAKAN TGN UNTUK LETAKKAN CEREAL KE DALAM SUDU

3) PAKAI TGN TERUS LAGI SENANG NAMPAKNYE..

4) HIRUP MCM NI LAGI CEPAT HABIS IBU...

SuriRumah Tangga

Dah agak lame dah x merajinkan diri aku nak update blog ni...

since pindah rumah, agak sibuk di samping memanfaatkan mase yang ada untuk dihabiskan sementara mr husband ada di sisi..

aku dah 2 minggu cuti suke2..nak lupekan stress kje..

mR husband pulak dah 1 minggu gak ada di shah alam..

dan selame itu jugakla amin dapat peluang kepit ngan ibu die je..

Bila aku pindah rumah baru ni, hidup aku sebagai seorang isteri dan ibu memang betul2 dimanfaatkan...

ape x nye, sekarang ni aku kene kemas rumah ( satu hari dkt 3 kali aku sapu rumah bile Amin makan sepah2)..

uruskan baju MR Husband n amin..masak so far sepanjang aku cuti ni hari2 aku masak..

seronok tgk Mr Husband makan dgn penuh selera..amin pon x kurang gak..

aku juge tumpang sekaki ( naikla berat badan aku nanti!)..

dan aku juga dah mula drive ke pasar atau ke tempat yg dekat2 dgn amin (not more than 10 minutes)..kecoh gak bile aku pg beli barang dengan bwak amin..

tau2 la die bukan nak dok diam..kalau bg can die jalan ntah sampai mne ntah nanti..

amin pulak start bulan 2 aku hantar ke nursery, x de lagi aku hantar ke rumah PIL aku da (unless emergency)..just aku x tau macam mane nak bgtau PIL aku pasal amin..dan aku serahkan kepada Mr Husband untuk memberitahu mereka..

aku harap mereka kan faham...

aku ngan mR Husband dah pakat same2 lepas kami pindah rumah baru ni, kami akan cube untuk hidup berdikari, sbb sebelum ni mse aku duduk ngan PIL semua die sediakan , x kurang juga ditentukan..

aku n mr husband dah cukup matang untuk berdikari dan buat keputusan sendiri walaupon kami tergolong dalam golongan 'kawen muda'..

kalau pasangan suami isteri lain boleh kanape kitorang x boleh?? tepuk dada tanya selera la...

aku gembira dengan perubahan ni dan aku seronok dapat uruskan keluarga aku sendiri..

cume aku sedar kesabaran aku perlu dipupuk lagi..

sbb kadang2 aku terlupe untuk bersabar...

nanti mulalah aku tension, pikir macam2..

kesian mr Husband, kadang2 kene tempias..

aku akui byk bende yang aku n mr husband kene face..dan ringan kalau kami face bersama..

pasal urusan amin..belanjawan famili..dan macam2 lagi..

aku doa Allah berikan kebahagiaan buat aku n family,

murahkan rezeki kami dan permudahkan segala urusan kami...

AZaM TaHuN 2011

SeTIaP Tahun barU datanG SuRe semuA OrANg AkAn PaSang AzAM BaRu..

Same Goes To Me..HehehehE...SaMadA AzAM BarU AtAuPoN aZaM TaHun LepAs Di CaRry FoRwArD kaN Ke TaHun Ni..

1) NaK kUrAngKan HutAnG anD KaLau Ade RezeKi leBih BoLeh CLearKaN HutAnG..HuTanG apE LAgi KaLAu x CreAdiT Card Le..

2) coNTInuE bReaStFeeDiNg aMin rIfqi tIll 2 AUGUST 2011 (aMIn GeNaP @ tAhUN)

3) NAk sAmBUnG beLaJar tP jAnUaRY Ni dAh XdE rEZEKI...iNSyAaLLAh jULy nANtI

4) nAk kURuS..AIM bODy WeIGhT 47KG..

5) nAK sIMpAN dUIt SELePAS POkAI mASUk UMAh BaRU....

6) bINA kELUaRGa bAhGIA dI RUMAH KAMI bERsAmA mR hUSBaNd & mR sON..